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OTHER BOOKS BY CHARIS COTTER
The Ghost Road
The Painting
The Swallow: A Ghost Story
Screech! Ghost Stories from Old Newfoundland
Footsteps in Bay de Verde: A Mysterious Tale
The Ferryland Visitor: A Mysterious Tale
A World Full of Ghosts
Born to Write: The Remarkable Lives of Six Famous Authors
Wonder Kids: The Remarkable Lives of Nine Child Prodigies
Kids Who Rule: The Remarkable Lives of Five Child Monarchs
Toronto Between the Wars: Life in the City 1919–1929
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.
Text copyright © 2021 by Charis Cotter
Cover art copyright © 2021 by Chloe Bristol
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Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication
Title: The dollhouse : a ghost story / Charis Cotter.
Names: Cotter, Charis, author.
Identifiers: Canadiana (print) 2021009124X | Canadiana (ebook) 20210091274 | ISBN 9780735269064
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Contents
Cover
Other Books by Charis Cotter
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
Part One: The Haunted House
Prelude
Chapter One: The Train
Chapter Two: The Moon
Chapter Three: The Dark Angel
Chapter Four: The Green Bedroom
Chapter Five: The Lunch
Chapter Six: The Ghost Room
Chapter Seven: Breakfast
Chapter Eight: The Photograph
Chapter Nine: The Locked Door
Chapter Ten: The Old Lady
Chapter Eleven: Secrets
Part Two: The Dream
Chapter Twelve: Bubble and Fizz
Chapter Thirteen: The Silver Room
Chapter Fourteen: The Other Dad
Chapter Fifteen: Behind the Locked Door
Chapter Sixteen: The Dollhouse
Chapter Seventeen: The Yellow Dog
Chapter Eighteen: The Tea Party
Chapter Nineteen: Invisible
Chapter Twenty: The Perfect Summerhouse
Chapter Twenty-one: Buttercakes
Chapter Twenty-two: The Keys
Chapter Twenty-three: A Magic Dollhouse
Chapter Twenty-four: Four Ghosts
Chapter Twenty-five: The Phone Call
Chapter Twenty-six: The Truth
Chapter Twenty-seven: A Very Bad Dream
Part Three: The Party
Chapter Twenty-eight: The Roses
Chapter Twenty-nine: Sneaking
Chapter Thirty: Playing
Chapter Thirty-one: Dollhouse Furniture
Chapter Thirty-two: Ball Gowns
Chapter Thirty-three: Sparkly and Beautiful
Chapter Thirty-four: Into the Dark
Chapter Thirty-five: The Grouch
Chapter Thirty-six: The Hospital
Chapter Thirty-seven: Money Isn’t Everything
Chapter Thirty-eight: The Rocket
Part Four: The Train
Chapter Thirty-nine: Sleeping
Chapter Forty: Alone
Chapter Forty-one: Left Behind
Chapter Forty-two: The Crash
Chapter Forty-three: Blood
Chapter Forty-four: Wreckage
Chapter Forty-five: The Telephone
Part Five: The Dreamer
Chapter Forty-six: The Witch
Chapter Forty-seven: Locked Away
Chapter Forty-eight: Broken Glass
Chapter Forty-nine: The Connection
Chapter Fifty: Death
Chapter Fifty-one: Candles
Chapter Fifty-two: Sleeping Beauty
Chapter Fifty-three: Double Trouble
Chapter Fifty-four: The Illuminated Dollhouse
Chapter Fifty-five: The Stairs
Part Six: The Undiscovered Country
Chapter Fifty-six: Touch and Go
Chapter Fifty-seven: A Guardian Angel
Chapter Fifty-eight: Questions
Chapter Fifty-nine: Chocolate Cake
Acknowledgments
for Sarah Legakis and Ruth Redelmeier,
two bright lights
To sleep, perchance to dream— ay, there’s the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
—William Shakespeare, Hamlet
Part One
THE HAUNTED HOUSE
PRELUDE
Fizz
I slept for a long, long time.
Now and then sounds filtered through heavy layers of sleep. The murmur of voices. Faint, faraway music. Summer rain pattering on the roof. Birds chattering high in the branches of trees. Wind whistling around the corners of the house. Thunder. People calling to each other. Children laughing. Someone walking in the garden, singing.
And every so often the train whistle, blowing sharp and lonely through the night, rising and falling as the train approached, passed and then faded away into the distance.
I turned over with a sigh in my soft, high bed and fell deeper into sleep.
I slept for a long, long time.
Chapter One
THE TRAIN
The train rumbled through the gathering dusk. Every so often it gave a long, mournful hoot that echoed through the countryside. I shivered. Our house was near the railway tracks in the city, and I had always loved hearing that lonely, haunting sound when I lay safe and warm in bed at night. But it was very different to be inside the whistling train, in the very heart of that desolate cry, hurtling into an unknown future with my mother sitting rigid besid
e me, tears falling in a steady stream down her face.
We had been on the train for five hours. I first noticed that she was crying somewhere in the middle of hour one, and her tears had been ebbing and flowing ever since. Every now and then I reached out and gave her hand a squeeze, and she’d come out of it for a moment, shaking away the tears impatiently and wiping at her face with the handkerchief she kept gripped in her fist. “I’m all right,” she would say. “I’m fine.”
But a little while later, when I turned back to her from the hypnotic view of houses, trees and roads, the tears were slipping down her face again, and her eyes looked far away at something that was not visible to me.
It was all wrong. Tonight we were supposed to be in a rental cottage with Dad by a small lake far to the north of the city. We’d arranged for me to get out of school a week early because these two weeks were the only time he could get off work. He traveled a lot, and lately it seemed like we hardly ever saw him. We hadn’t had a summer holiday together for years, and we were all looking forward to it. At least, I thought we were. Yesterday when I came home from school, charging happily into the kitchen, bubbling over with that fizzy school’s-over feeling, I ran smack into a big fight.
Mom was yelling, “It’s the last straw, Stephen, I won’t take it anymore,” and he was shrugging his shoulders and saying calmly, “What can I do, it’s my job,” and then Mom started yelling again. “If you loved us, you would make this holiday happen, the way you promised. You never keep your promises to me or to Alice, and I told you, if you let us down this time, I was leaving. That’s it.” Then she turned and saw me, standing at the door with my heavy knapsack full of everything I’d cleaned out of my desk from the year at school: notebooks and books and markers and colored pencils.
“Alice,” she said, her face crumbling, “I’m sorry, honey, we’re not going to the cottage. Your dad can’t make it— so none of us are going.”
I looked from one to the other.
“Dad?…Mom?”
“I’m sorry, Ally. I’m really sorry, but I absolutely have to be in LA tomorrow. It came up at the last minute—”
“It always comes up at the last minute,” yelled my mom. “I warned you, and as always, you didn’t listen. We’re done.”
“Done?” I said in a squeaky voice.
“I’m leaving you, Stephen,” said my mom. “And I’m taking Alice with me.”
My knapsack fell to the floor with a thud.
“For goodness’ sake, Ellie, don’t be so dramatic,” said my dad.
She shook her head, tears falling, and picked up the telephone.
“Who are you calling?” he demanded.
“The Wilsons. I’m canceling the cottage.”
“What are you talking about? We’ll lose our deposit! You and Alice can still go.”
My mother spoke remarkably calmly into the telephone.
“This is Ellie Greene. I’m calling to cancel our booking at the cottage. There’s been a family emergency. Please call me back when you get this message.” She hung up the phone just as my father lurched toward her to try and grab it.
“It’s done, Stephen,” she said. “Go to LA. Alice and I will not be here when you get back.”
I stood, gaping at her, feeling the floor tilting beneath my feet as my family slipped sideways and fell in pieces.
* * *
—
That was yesterday. Dad left an hour later to catch a flight to Los Angeles, where a building project urgently needed his attention for the next few weeks. He hugged me before he left, the familiar, peppery smell of his expensive aftershave filling my nose as he held me longer than usual. When he pulled away, he automatically smoothed down his snappy designer jacket in case I’d wrinkled it, like he always did, but his eyes were full of tears and his mouth tight.
“I’m sorry, Ally,” he said, his voice cracking. “We’ll fix this, I promise.”
Behind us, my mother snorted. She was really mad. And we all knew how many times he’d promised things would be different, and they never were.
This afternoon Mom and I boarded the train to Lakeport, a small town a six-hour ride from the city. Mom made a few phone calls last night and accepted a job there looking after an old lady who had broken her leg.
My mother’s a nurse and works on contract. The agency had called her earlier in the week to see if she would take this job, and now they were happy to hear she was available after all. It started right away, a live-in position, and a twelve-year-old daughter was no problem. Lots of room, they said. A big house.
I didn’t see why we couldn’t go to the cottage and leave Dad after our holiday, if we had to leave him at all, but Mom was determined. Maybe she thought if she postponed it she would lose her nerve.
So now here we were on the train, speeding into the future, with lush green countryside flashing by and tears trickling down my mother’s face.
I watched as city gave way to suburbs, then green fields framed with rows of trees, then a few farmhouses, some small towns and, finally, the lake.
The lake was enormous. The train ran close to the shore for a while, and all I could see was water going on and on to the horizon. Then the train veered inland again and rattled along past farms and villages, rivers and woods.
When we went through small towns, the train slowed down, and I stared into backyards at swing sets, flower gardens and kids playing. As the light began to fade, some of the windows lit up, and I had brief glimpses inside kitchens and living rooms. I wondered about all those people’s lives, and I was filled with a sense of longing— if only we could stop, walk into one of those kitchens and find Dad waiting for us, then go on with our lives in another place where everything was okay and there was no fighting.
It could happen. We could get off the train and drive away from the station, up a hill and into a house where we were a happy family. I could see my mother smiling at my dad and him taking off his glasses to give her a hug.
Wait a minute. My dad didn’t wear glasses. This was a different dad, a chubby, comfortable kind of dad who wore old flannel shirts and baggy pants, with a bald spot and a job that didn’t involve getting into airplanes and flying away from us.
I glanced at my mother. The tears had stopped, but she was still gripping the handkerchief tightly in one hand, and she still had that sad, faraway look in her eyes.
I sighed and looked out the window again. I didn’t really want a new dad. I love my dad. But I had a bad habit of getting lost in my imagination. Sometimes it got me into trouble. Not just trouble from my teachers and Mom, who were constantly telling me to stop daydreaming and pay attention to real life. That was nothing. I mean serious trouble, when I would scare myself so much that I would forget what was real and what was just in my head. One time when my mom was half an hour late coming home, I thought maybe she’d had a car accident. Then I saw the accident happening and then I saw me and Dad at her funeral, then we were packing up her clothes and bringing them to the local thrift store, then Dad got a girlfriend, and they got married, and I had a wicked stepmother, and it went on from there.
I’d got so lost in the story that when my mother came in the door complaining about the traffic that had held her up, I was so happy to see her there instead of lying dead in a graveyard that I threw myself into her arms, sobbing.
That took a little explaining.
The problem is that this kind of thing happens to me all the time. Every day. I always have stories running in my mind, some good, some bad. I try to stop myself when I get started on a bad one, but it’s hard to put on the brakes. I get caught up in it before I realize what’s happening.
And ever since Mom and Dad have been fighting so much, my fantasies have veered way out of control: Mom and I shivering in a horrible apartment with no heat and people being murdered down the hall in drug deals gone wrong while Dad moves to Singapore
and forgets all about us. A horrible custody battle where I have to choose between them. Mom getting a boyfriend who I hate. Dad getting a girlfriend who hates me. These worst-case divorce scenarios made me feel even more sick about them fighting, but I just couldn’t stop.
Now that it had finally happened, it was a relief in a way. At least I wasn’t an orphan in foster care with both of them dead or in prison. I tried to look on the bright side. Maybe Dad would finish early in LA, come looking for us and talk Mom into going home. Maybe we could rent the cottage after all, later in the summer. Maybe.
Or maybe not.
I gazed out at the landscape. It had changed. We were running through woods now, thick stands of trees. The train seemed to have picked up speed, swaying from side to side. It gave a sudden lurch, then kept barreling forward.
I looked over at Mom. “Umm…” I began. “Isn’t it going kind of fast?”
She turned and I watched her eyes slowly focus on me as she pulled her attention back from that sad place she’d been in ever since we boarded the train.
“What did you say, honey?”